been a long day today...

I muz say, I haven been walking in the love that I blog about juz days ago.

yest had worship practise and for once in my life I felt so inadequate. I felt angry at myself.

Why can't I help everyone I want to ? Why can't I go help mum and also play in the team at the same time?

Is it all because of bygones and differences that could not be set aside that this generation has to bear the grunt of it?

It's so overrated.

Anywayz, dun wanna dwell on things that doesn't make me happy.

on the other hand, somwhow I feel that I'm a very simple person but others don't agree. The other party seems to think that because I travel alot so I am not simple. How do you really justify that? Travel, per se, has become and is still becoming cheaper and cheaper as the years go by. It's no longer a past time or action that is enjoyed only by the rich. Moreover, travel has taken up so many different forms that it does not justify that someone who travels alot is not SIMPLE.

I don't live in 5-star hotels, I don't shop alot when I'm overseas. Moreover, when I am actually overseas, 50% of the time I am working there. So it's not really 100% holiday.

What goes?

Simplicity doesn't mean u live in rags and shelters without a fixed roof over our head. To me, simplicity is just being who you really are in front of people. No pretense. No currying of favour. No two-headed snake syndrome. Simpliciy is when the job you go into is not based on the $$ you can earn but a sincere passion for what you do. A simple thing that can keep your drive in life and yet not burn you out for the material things in this world. Man can never be satisfied. U get more, u only want even more. It is when life is more about the intangible rather than the tangible. That's when life's complexity blurs and merges into this simplicity that goes a long way.